Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Recovery Recap

What a week (and a half) it has been! Audrey had her first open heart surgery just over one week ago, and I can hardly believe it. She has made so much progress, which shows me how resilient babies really are.

The first few days post op were absolutely gut wrenching and just plain miserable watching her struggle. There were so many tubes and wires coming out of our little angel that at times it was too hard to handle- I'll be the first to admit it. But, by the grace of God, Audrey shed her arterial line, a central line, two or three IVs, a blood oxygen sensor, and the ventilator within days of her operation. 

She was only intubated for about 24 hours thankfully, and was given an oxygen cannula and a feeding tube in her nose after it was removed. Her oxygen flow from her cannula decreased over several days until she was able to feed by mouth (instead of feeding tube)! She was so happy to receive breast milk once again and sucks it down quickly at each feeding. Her volumes will increase over time back to where she was pre-surgery, and finally she is on an 'ad-lib' diet, meaning that she can now eat however much she wants whenever she wants- like she'll be on at home! 

One of the side effects of surgery was pretty noticeable swelling, especially in the face. She's getting rid of the excess fluid now and almost looks like she did before, thank goodness. She had some congestion in the upper lobe of her right lung, so she received breathing treatments every 4 hours up until yesterday so that the crud would loosen up and get out of there. 

What else can I mention? Well, Audrey now has her eyes wide open when she's awake and closely follows whoever is in her line of sight- mostly mom & dad, but she keeps an eye on her nurses as well :) It is so fun to see her personality show through her beautiful bright eyes!

*Update*- I wrote the above last night actually, but want to share some very exciting news that we received just this morning! Audrey is coming home on Friday!! We were not expecting this yet!! Her cardiologist has given her the green light and her neonatologist is pleased with her feedings and blood oxygen saturation levels, so there's not much use in keeping her in the hospital! She has progressed quite quickly for a cardiac baby luckily, and we were so fortunate to not have feeding problems. That was a big concern of mine, but because she was breast and bottle feeding prior to her surgery, we had a much easier time getting her to feed by mouth once again. Her incision also looks remarkably good, although it still scares us a bit to handle her at times. We are getting good help with her physical therapy though, which will continue once she's home, so we are making progress there as well. 

Next steps: She will come home with some meds and a pulse oximeter machine so that we can measure her oxygen saturation levels twice daily, but that's about it! We will stay over night in the NICU with her for one night in what they call 'rooming in' so that we can have a practice run of taking her home. We will be in a bedroom setting and the nurse will only check in maybe a couple of times to make sure we're doing ok. This is what we've been patiently waiting for and we are just thrilled that we finally get to have our baby girl with us at home!! God is good and we know he has heard everyone's prayers for our little girl!

I'm sure we'll have updates soon, but right now we are going to make a final effort to get everything ready for her long awaited homecoming!

Much love to all,
Christie & Charlie

Here are some pictures during her recovery. We'll skip over the first few days post-op since she wasn't looking her best. 


So many wires, tubes, and machines! But this is nothing compared to her setup in the PICU following surgery!



Giggles

Aggie game day!

Audrey with her turtle breathing treatment buddy :)

First time wearing jammies!

Pre-dinner nap earlier this evening. No more tubes!











Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Post surgery

We are so happy to let everyone know that Audrey's first surgery was a success. Although she has a long road to recovery ahead of her, she is currently looking very good (but pitiful) and seems to be heading in the right direction. 

She is healing in the PICU right now and finally got to 'meet' her great grandma today, which made my heart so happy. She is sudated because she has a ventilator in, but once they know she can breathe on her own, they will take it out and the move back to the NICU will hopefully follow soon after. Hopefully this will be in the next two days or so because we can't wait to be able to hold our little angel again. (She has many other lines and drains post-surgery that will need to come out too, and those will be shed over the next few days as well.)

Today was extremely tough even though we knew this surgery was coming for the last four months. However, we are now one big step closer to bringing her home where she belongs, which we are so thankful for!

Thank you, thank you for everyone's prayers and kind words today. We know God was watching over our little girl and her caregivers today, and he gave us the strength to endure getting past this first hurdle. Now, we just want her recovery to go as expected. 

The following are a couple of pictures from this morning just before she was taken back to the operating room. She was such a good girl even though she hadn't eaten since 12am the night before.




Surgery Is Set

After an uneventful weekend, things picked up quickly this morning.  We got calls from the neonatologist, cardiologist, and visited with Audrey's surgeon today. We learned that sweet Audrey has been scheduled for surgery tomorrow (Tuesday) morning at 8am. Her surgery should last around 4 hours. It will be her first of two surgeries while she is a baby. She is going to have a BT shunt put in and she will also have 2 other conditions fixed. She will still have other problems after this surgery, and her "total repair" will ideally be done after the winter (4-6 months from now). She will unfortunately will be hooked up to a bypass machine for her heart surgery tomorrow, which is not what we expected, but is necessary due to a new finding.

The RNs here in the NICU took us up to the cardio vascular surgical floor in the hospital and also showed us the PICU (pediatric intensive care unit) here at Methodist. Audrey will go through her immediate recovery in the PICU for at least a couple of days while still intubated, and then she will be moved to the NICU before she is eventually released. Her surgeon told us to expect her to stay in the hospital for another two weeks assuming everything goes as planned.

It's an uneasy feeling the night before a surgery like this, but we continue to have faith in the Lord and pray for our little girl. She is getting amazing care at Methodist hospital, and there isn't much more we could ask for in this situation. Prayers for a successful surgery with no complications and a quick recovery are much needed. This includes prayers for the surgeon, the surgical team, the nurses, and of course little Audrey herself. Thank you for the continued love and support that we've been receiving over the past week- we couldn't be doing this alone!








Saturday, October 19, 2013

Some Test Results

Yesterday was finally a day with some test results after much poking and prodding of our poor little girl. So far, Audrey has had a CT angiogram, a renal ultrasound, and another scan of her brain done. All these tests are somewhat standard tests which are done for babies with heart conditions, although the CT scan was a bit more involved as the procedure required anesthesia- always scary. The CT scan gives a very detailed, 3D image of her heart, and the other two scans are looking for potential issues with her kidneys and brain. The head scan and renal scan came back normal, so it appears all issues seem to be just with her heart.

The CT scan gave the cardiologists a good look at the structure and blood flow of her heart. Audrey has all of the typical conditions associated with Tetralogy of Fallot and then some. The narrowing of her pulmonary artery is pretty significant, however she is on a drug called Prostin right now which keeps blood being circulated to her lungs. After the CT scan, they also found another narrowing in her left pulmonary trunk along with an issue with one of the veins leading from her lungs to her heart; it is "structured" the wrong way and will need to be re-routed to the correct location. These two additional findings don't necessarily change what the doctors want to do as far as timing of surgeries go, but they are two additional things which will need to be fixed which the surgeon will have to think about.

We are fairly certain she will have her first surgery sometime next week. We are praying they won't have to use a bypass machine in this surgery, but is now a possibility due to the discovery of the narrowing in her left pulmonary trunk. We wont know any details until the surgeon talks with us though. I should mention a welcome victory that we had yesterday though- after 3 painful attempts, Audrey now has her PICC line in!! It is basically a more permanent line in which she in given her Prostin, and now her umbilical line has been removed. Now her little umbilical cord stump can continue to heal and leave her with a cute little belly button :)

Audrey, in the meantime, is enjoying her constant visitors between all 4 of her grandparents and her mom and dad. She is able to be held and fed (even breast fed-yay!!) by us which is something we weren't sure would be a possibility. She keeps eating more and more each day which means she is getting as strong as she can leading up to her first surgery. All of the RNs in the NICU have been absolutely amazing. They are teaching us so much as far has handling Audrey (and her many cords) in the NICU and have answered every question we've had about her. Sometimes I wonder how we would have taken care of her had we been able to take her home after the standard 3 days! I think we could figure it out though. As promised, we have some pictures to share, although we mostly just stare at her perfection and often forget to document her with photos and videos. We will try to be better about that!

We also just wanted to thank you all again for everyone's outpouring of support- it is absolutely amazing and extremely comforting during this time.

Much love,
Christie and Charlie

Audrey in her usual sleep mode :)

Eyes open!

Happy family of 3

 First award!


Audrey's first A&M game with daddy. She only saw a couple of plays, but she's already asking for season tickets. 

 Quality time with mommy


Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Welcome Audrey

We are happy to announce Audrey Nicole Cowles was born at 2:11pm on Tuesday October 15th. She weighed 6lbs 14oz and was 19 3/4 inches long. Christie is doing great and so is Audrey. The NICU doctors were there with us to greet Audrey into the world. The both of us got to spend some time with Audrey before she was taken to the NICU.

Today Audrey is still doing great. We've been able to spend some time with her in the NICU. She's still going through some tests to fully understand the extent of her condition. We should know more in the next day or so and will have a better idea of all the procedures she will need to repair her little heart.






Friday, October 11, 2013

Audrey's Story

Welcome to our blog about our already amazing little girl. Her name is Audrey Nicole, and we can't wait to meet her next week!  Many of our family and friends have already shown an outpouring of love and support for our little girl, so in hopes of keeping everyone updated on her progress in the next few months, we have decided to share her story via this blog.

Although her story really began when we found out that we would be blessed with her on February 13th earlier this year, our world was really turned upside down at our 22 week anatomy check-up at the OB/GYN on June 11th. For those of you who don't know, this appointment is when an ultrasound technician does a full scan of the baby's organs, takes measurements, and usually determines the gender of the baby. We already knew ahead of time that we were having a girl because we went to a 3D/4D ultrasound place to get pictures done at 17 weeks, but we couldn't wait for this 'official' appointment at the doctor's office.

The ultrasound technician went through all her checks and told us we were having a girl among other things. The tech spent a lot of time looking at her organs when she was doing her checkup. She told us the baby was in a bad position to get some of her pictures, but we didn't think much of it. After we were all done with the ultrasound, we went back to an exam room to wait for the OB. The OB came in thereafter and quickly delivered the news that would change our lives. She told us that the technician saw the signs of congenital heart disease in the baby, and that the 'best case scenario' was that our little Audrey would need to have heart surgery. She told us that the technician had spotted a single artery umbilical cord during her scan (usually there are 2 arteries in the cord), which led her to take a closer look at her heart. Needless to say, we were left stunned and heartbroken. I just remember feeling sick and like the world was coming down on me, especially because we were offered absolutely no information on her condition.

We were set up with a perinatologist (high risk pregnancy specialist) who would see us in two days. The two days between the time we got the news of her heart defect and the time we saw the perinatologist were the longest and most agonizing two days of our lives due to all of the unknown and speculation of what the diagnosis could be.

We finally met with our perinatologist two days later. She did another full ultrasound with a detailed check of all the organs. What we would later find out is that sometimes congenital heart disease can be associated with other complications outside of the heart (ie, chromosomal abnormalities). After the doctor's first scan, she told us what she thought she could see as far as heart defects. The doctor told us she could not see anything else physically wrong with Audrey, but that we wouldn't know for certain if she had any chromosomal abnormalities until after she is born (or if we chose to have an amniocentesis performed, which we decided to decline after much thought). Given that the perinatologist is not a heart expert, she referred us to a pediatric cardiologist who would perform a detailed echo-cardiogram on Audrey and hopefully provide an initial diagnosis. Our perinatologist ended up being the doctor most frequently visited by us (about 1-2 times per week since Audrey's condition was spotted). She also referred us to our new OB, (whom we absolutely love) since Audrey would now need to be born at the Methodist Hospital in the Medical Center because of their specialized NICU and because that is where her heart condition can best be treated after birth.

The next week we met our pediatric cardiologist for the first time- after another extremely long stretch of sleepless nights and abundant tears. She is a young doctor whom we both loved from the start. Our cardiologist did a long and detailed echo-cardiogram focusing in only on Audrey's heart. It took about two hours and afterwards we were finally given an initial diagnosis. Our cardiologist diagnosed Audrey with Tetraology of Fallot. It was the first time either of us had ever heard of this condition.

Tetraology of Fallot is a diagnosis which typically has 4 different heart defects coinciding with one another. The 4 different heart defects are 1) a narrowing of the pulmonary artery which carries "bad" de-oxygenated blood from your heart to your lungs 2) a ventricular septal defect (ie a hole) between the bottom two chambers of the heart 3) an "overriding aorta" (meaning the aorta is sitting directly over the whole in her heart 4) an enlarged right ventricle.

What all of that means is that essentially Audrey's pulmonary artery can't pump enough de-oxygenated blood ("bad blood") from her heart to her lungs in order to be re-oxygenated, good blood and bad blood are mixing through the whole in her heart, and the aorta is thus delivering poorly oxygenated blood to the rest of the body due to bad and good blood mixing through the hole between her two chambers. Luckily, fetuses have several "holes" in their heart while in utero, so our cardiologist explained that she is pretty much unaffected by her condition while she is in the womb. And although a single artery cord can be of concern too, she seems to be getting good blood flow through it to this day, so both of these pieces of information were of huge relief to us.

The good news in all of this is how far medicine has come over the last 50+ years, and the large amount of knowledge that has been obtained regarding Tetraology of Fallot specifically. At our appointment, our cardiologist proceeded to outline how the surgeon would likely go about repairing everything...

To make a very long story somewhat short, once Audrey is born, she will immediately be taken to the NICU where she will be given a medicine via IV so that a natural hole between the pulmonary artery and aorta that all fetuses have (but typically close up within 5 days of life) will stay open so that she will continue to have decent blood flow to her lungs. She will then immediately be given an external exam and ultrasound to determine if her diagnosis will stay as is, or if they need to adjust it. Her blood will also be taken for genetic testing so that they can determine if she has any genetic abnormalities (that may have led to this condition). She may be blueish when she is born due to her poorly oxygenated blood, but hopefully with this medicine (and resulting increased blood flow to her lungs) she will pink up a bit.

Assuming her diagnosis stays as it is now, after she has about 3-7 days to get acclimated to her new world, she will undergo her first heart surgery in which she will have a shunt placed to connect the pulmonary artery and her aorta so that she will have increased blood flow to her lungs. At his point, she will be taken off of her IV medicine and that hole can now naturally close up because the shunt is in place. Barring any complications, she is expected to be in the NICU for at least 3 weeks after birth. Unfortunately, this means that nobody will get to meet our love bug except for us and our parents. They have very strict rules about visitors in the NICU at Methodist, but I know they exist for a good reason.

Once she has healed, can handle feedings, and has a blood oxygen percentage of 75% or higher, she should be discharged and allowed to come home with us from what we understand. Once home, we will work on "normal" things such as feeding, gaining neck strength, bonding, tummy time, playing, etc. We will continue on healing and gaining strength until she is about 4-6 months old. During this time though, she is supposed to be a 'germ-free' baby, which means that she will only be leaving the house for doctor appointments and we are advised to only let immediate adult family members who have been vaccinated for the flu and pertussis have contact with her. This was a pretty hard pill to swallow because the last thing you want to do is keep your newborn baby from meeting your friends and family, but we know it's for the best. The reasoning behind this recommendation is that because her blood oxygen saturation levels will be so low (around 75-80%; they are normally 98% or so for a healthy person), if she does get sick, she will likely have to recover in the hospital because she will have a harder and longer time recovering than a healthy baby would.

Then, hopefully close to 6 months (which will be after flu season), she will undergo her first open heart surgery in which she will be placed on a pulmonary bypass machine for the duration of the surgery. This is considered her 'full repair' surgery, whereas the shunt surgery was just a temporary solution. In this open heart surgery, the hole in her heart will be closed, and her severely narrowed pulmonary artery will be removed and completely replaced with an artificial artery. Her shunt will also be clamped shut since it is no longer needed with a new pulmonary artery in place.Unfortunately, they don't have pulmonary valves small enough for infants, so she will be missing a valve, which will allow some back-flow of de-oxygenated blood back into her heart. Despite this fact, her blood oxygen levels will be much higher after this repair and since she has never known a higher oxygen level, this will suit her just fine. Once again, barring any complications, she is expected to recover in the NICU for another several weeks until she is ready to come home yet again. At this point, she will pretty much be ready to make her debut to the rest of our family and friends, and start making her own baby friends too :) We can't wait for this day, and wish we could just fast forward to it, but we know with plenty of faith, prayers, and support, we will make it to this day eventually and joyfully!

Eventually she will need yet another open heart surgery, but hopefully not until her early teens when she outgrows her artificial artery. During this surgery she will have her artery replaced again, and will finally receive a valve. She will likely require a few valve replacements over her lifetime, but luckily these are done endoscopically and will be much less invasive than any kind of heart surgery. Who knows how far cardiac care will have come by then though. We're already amazed at everything they can do now, but we're positive it will only get better with time. And although this condition is devastating for our little girl, we can't help but be so thankful for the technician that caught this problem early on in the pregnancy. A lot of children aren't diagnosed with heart defects before birth, which can obviously lead to serious consequences afterwards. Yes, we have suffered by knowing what she will face all of this time, but both of us agree that it is much better to be prepared for everything that is about to come.

Sorry for the ridiculously long and detailed first post; it was our chance to introduce everyone to Audrey's condition and our understanding of what her medical treatment will be based upon the information we have from her doctors as of now. Of course we will do our best to update the blog with any changes as they come about.

We want to end by thanking all of Audrey's supporters for their prayers. We know that the love for her already extends beyond our family and friends, and we couldn't be more grateful. We have been heavily relying on the power of prayer and our faith that the Lord will help our baby girl get healthy over the next several months, and additional prayers for successful surgeries and quick recoveries are all we could ask of anyone.

Much Love,
Charlie and Christie

Audrey at about 29 weeks :)